I got a Myspace about a week ago...chack it out. I don't know if I will still post on here, probably every now and then but not often. Here's my Myspace:

www.myspace.com/looksogoodingreen

I am so fed up with this bullshit. Every little thing that goes wrong in this house is my fault. The computer gets messed up and even though I wasn't the last one on it I still get blamed. Everything! Chores don't get done, it's my fault. No one knows where Andrew is, it's my fault. The guys get locked out, it's my fault. Dog didn't get fed, it's my fault. It's not like there are other poeple in this house who could get off their lazy asses and do something. Damn! It just really pisses me off. On top of it all, there's school, and my own personal problems, keeping my friends from killing each other, and getting my shit stolen and then lost. My brother lost two if my CD's and claims he never saw them when they were in his fucking room. I'm just so tired of all of this. Edit: a couple posts ago I said I had another poem so here it is:

I walk into a crowded room

and the first thing I see is your face.

You smile, I smile back,

and can't stop as you wrap me up

in your arms and hold me tight.

Looking into your eyes,

those deep brown eyes,

I see perfection.

A crash in the distance,

and I'm in my room.

That perfection

may have only been

a bitter-sweet dream,

but these tears

on my pillow are real.